Upset
26 July 2004 7:47 pm
I have been kind to myself. Too kind. I'm officially fat. Way too fat for me to stand looking at myself in the mirror. I will avoid taking pictures from now on, until I start looking acceptable again. In fact, when I come to think of it I stopped thinking of myself as good-looking ages ago. It's so sad.
I should change my layout again. Instead of "Almost Beautiful", I should title my diary "Big Fat Woman's Rantings".
I'm going for a run now. 4 weeks off my fitness routine and I've probably put on twice as much weight as I've lost. I'm afraid to look at the scale.
I'm so disgusted with myself. I have nothing nice to say.
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